i can imagine

Can you imagine, you love someone but that person didnt know about it and he didnt love you but love someone else ? it so hurts for me. for today i can feel it. if you were me, what did you do ? and when you know he just thinks the little girl who doesnt know what. i just him to know the truth that i love him -,- .i am very ashmed to say. but i dont want him to read this. i just want to spill my heart is in this web .this make me traumatized to love someone. especially love the experince of the past. firts, i had boyfriend who thought he was very nice and friendly to all people. i think about living with him less than 3 months, after that i knew he was either just in front of me. i know he was affair with another girl. i am shocked when i found out he had 4 girls who loved, including me. -,- 


give me a spirit that i may not insecure anymore.

i am a jealous girl, frightened, and insecure in all. and one more because its all i'm afraid to love someone. 

love,

nadirasamanta  

this is 5 top rank IX A

1. Selly Octadila Andani
2. Marco Aprillio
3. Bryan Kelvianto
4. Nadzira dwi Samanta [its me]
5. Christine Juniaty Pasaribu

CONGARTS for us.  

love friday

oke aku suka hari ini pagi pagi yg tidak d awali dengan teriakkan kakaku kan biasanya my sister always scream every morning to say my name heheheheh, Dateng pagi pagi banget yodi bawa tam tam in my imagination 'my class wil be berisik' hahahaha thats true b.indonesia musikalisasi puisi ;D kelas gue berisik banget yah berisiknya enak sih bunyi lagu2 d mana mana tapi yg ngga gue konsenin tuh gue lagi beljar gitar hahahaha kimia exam katanya sih susah tapi gampang kok hehehehe break ehmmmm peraaaaaaaaaaaaaaang mie ikim hahahahahahahahahahahaaahahaha matematika cuma d suruh ngerjain tugas doang yg ngejaga bu heni soalnya pak budi ngga masuk -,-  anak cowo lagnsung deh kau cantik hari ini dan aku sukaaaaaaaaa emang sih bu heni beautiful umurnya 20tahun boooo break pengayaan ehm katanya bu septi lagi sakit so i want to bolos saja hahahahahaah but ngga boleh sama wali kelas yasudah beli gorengan d depan sekolah theeeeeeeeeeeeen pengayaaan the schedule  is physic but we are study math LOL oke no problem.after that i went to IEC hahahahahahahha in there i just can LAUGH LAUGH LOL miss ia belum dateng yaudah kita duduk dulu ngobrol ngobrol ngga lama miss ita dateng gara gara kelas 201 panas bangeeeeeeeeeeeet pindah ruang 303 aduh ruangan anak SD hihihihihi oke because selly bring the movies so we go to 4th floor to watch that film abis itu selly curhat gitu deh pokoknya pas turun k bawah selly nya nangis -,- sediiiiiiiiiiiih deh yah gitu deh ceritanya panjang susah nih capek hahahahaha udah gitu langsung deh kfc d traktir sama novi hahahahaha kita d atas d luar sekalian liatin hujan hahhaa ohia you can see my photos in kfc on facebook ya hahahahahahahahaha

love, 

nadirasamanta

disgusting day

nyampe sekolah MATI LAMPU aduuuuuuuuh panas banget kelas gue ngga ada belnya secara gitu yah mati lampu hahahaha pak jensetnya kemana emang kok ngga ada sih pak d parkiran? panas nih pak jensetnya rusak WHAT ? udah gelap banget panas pula aduuuuuuuh english ngga ngapa ngapain ips nyantet lagiiiiiiiii b.indonesia ngga ngapa ngapain panas banget gitu lho yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah pada d luar kelas gitu break KENYANG agama ngoreksi doang abis itu pada berkeliaran ngga jelas hahahaha selly pipis yuuuuk ayoooook pas nyampe EH TAU NGGA SIH AIRNYA NGGA NYALA GITU DEH YAH GARA GARA MATI LAMPU eh tau juga ngga sih gue sama selly beli aqua cuma buat nyiram pipis ih menjijkkan banget kan ? makanya judulnya DISGUSTING DAY eh terus tau ngga kasihan deh temen gue wisnu dia lagi ada konflik gitu sama pacarnya sabar yah nu. oh no DISGUSTING DAY

love rainy

okeh ini sih sebenernya postingan hari jumat cuma baru gue posting hari ini maaaf yaaaa makanya gue bela belain nulis soalnya seruuuuuuuuuuuu hahaha oke
b.indonesia disuruh ngerjain alias ngelanjutin tugas kemaren aduh ngaa ppenting banget ga seru deh b.indonesia kimia ternyata praktikum simpel sih cuma cuka+baking kue gitu d masukin tabung lalu di tutup sama balon dan finally balonnya ngembang jadi uap gitu dan tau ngga sih baking sodanya  jadi asin kayak garam lalu air cukanya ngga asam karena asamnya itu pindah k baking sodanya hhahahahahahahahahaha break aduuuh lupa kemaren gue ngapain gitu pas istirahat pastinya jajan hehehehehe matematika yah cuma ngeliatin si pak budi ngejelasin sesuatu heheh eh tau ngga sih blog masa nilai mtk gue cuma dapet 70 ? oh my gooood what happened to me ? pengayaan ASIK bangeeeeeeeet bu septi love you full enak deh d ajarin dia ngga kayak pak germanus idiiiih maksud deh terserha mau ngapain aja tapi yg pasti kita mesti ngerti yg dia ajarin gitu lhaaaaa eh au ngga HUJAN lhooo gede bangte hujannya disambut sama angin aduh langsung deh gue hebring berdiri d depan jendela kelas gue yg gedenya luar biasa itu lhooooo hihihiihh gue diem aja deh tuh d depan jendel sambil liatin ujan hahahahaha i love rainy IEC aduh formative test tapi ngga apa apa -,- eh tau ngga sih gue sama selly k iec nya ujan ujannya lari lari sambil bawa laptopnya selly takut basaaaaaaaaaaaah pas nyampe miss ita nya belum dateng yaudah kita tungguin sampe dateng d tempat extra sambil main laptopnya selly ngga lama miss nya dateng ayoo naik k atas kita test aaaah ngga mau miss kita testnya  d sini aja kan kau udah test miss kata iksan oh yaudah deh gpp sekali kali kita d sini  aduh sumpah deh gila gilaan banget testnya hahahahahaha udah gitu si iksan diem aja kaga ngapa ngapain pas udah selesai kan ngga ngapa ngapain si iksan bilang eh gue punya tiket diskon 20persen k dufan yok anjiiiiir mau gue yah iksan ngjakin gue selly lita sama atjhonk kita sih mau tapi mamahnya kita ngga tau deh tuh mau apa kgag hahaah laluuuuuu kita pada main internet eh tau ngga jempol tangannya selly k masukan kayu keci gitu alias kesusuban hiuuuuuuuu akhirnya iksan melakukan operasi dadakan dengan menggunting sedikit kuliat arinya selly OH NO selly sedikit nangis hahahahahha seru deh

love,

nadirasamanta

INTERESTING

hari ini seru bangeeeeeeeeeeet.pagi banget gue dateng belum ada siapa siapa tuh gue duduk aja deh tuh sendirian ngga lama si wisnu dateng eh dira ape? dia tau tau nyender ngegeletak d gue hiii sial eh nu beraaaaaaatudah ah diem ah kampret lu ada pr ngga dir? kaga tapi ada ulangan tak lama boby dateng b.indonesia tumben banget b.ido gue punya niat buat belajar alias ngerjain tugas hahahahahahahhaha jasa pembukuan aduuuuh ngantuk tapi asik lhooooooo break yah gitu lha waktu gue abis buat nyalin catetan jasapembukuan yg tadi arghhhhhhhh fisika NGGA JELAS cuma ngerjain LKS doang pas dtanya pak ini buat pr ngga? ini bukan buat pr tapi kerjain aja drumah aduuuh malesin banget. ips okey exam i CAN do it lhoooooooo hahahhahaha terimakasih ya allah BK aduh tidur malesin banget ga jelas break lagi makan chiki rame rame aduuuh kayak orang desa hahahahahahahah kimia asiiiiiiiiiik banget soalnya seru aja gitu si stella minta maaff sama semua anak IXA gara gara waktu itu dia  bikin kesalahan dan tau ngga sih? stella tulus banget sampe nangis gituuuuuuuuu.pokoknya semua unek unek yang ada d IX A keluarin semua makanya tuh pelajarn kimia kaga belajar [guru kimia guru wakil kelas gue] dan tau ngga sih gue jadi tutor biologi belajar bersama tiap sabtu jam 11.20-12.00 ah sial

this is the list
matematika : Christine dan Valdo 
english selly dan marco 
bilogi nadira samanta 
kimia marcell
fisika samuel 

love,

nadirasamanta 

love this monday

oke hari ini langsung aja ya ceremony hahahaha seru banget aku paling suka ini seru banget gitu lho ROCKEST,tapi kena hukum gara gara ngga pake ikat pinggang so what? -,- si echa kabur huooo sial padahal dia ngga pake dasi pula, ckckckckc. bilogi gue d suruh gambar itu nya cowo aduuuuh bu septi ada ada aja deh ah tapi gue bisa yes im sure i CAN hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ips nyatet lagi aduuuh capek NS quizzzzzz gue salah 3 ah padahal gue tahu tuh tapi gara2 bujukan teman teman gue jadi salah OH NO. break gitu deh biasa aja -.- PKN aduuuuuh ane ngantuk ini -,- matematika ulangan lagi aduuuuh semuanya remedial gara gara kelas gue berisik ah percuma gue tuh SWIM TIME in padang golf kota modern hehehehe seru lho baangeeeeet, foto foto gituuu lucu deh besok yah blog kamu liat d facebook aku hahahahahahaha [mamer gitcyu lhoooo] pokoknya i love this day deh muah

love,

nadirasamanta

speech

the class of SMP bonavita tangerang has reached the end if its high school career.we the juniors have surveyed the passing days wih pleasant memories. we cherish the experience gained in junior high school. happenings in the class room, both serious and humorous are recalled as we look back upon the days spent in this school. leaving memories as a junior high school is like a sundown of my younger years. sundown marks a close of the day. it marks the close of my junior high school life. as the sundown brings to floks the thought of the days beyond high school. therefore, as i stand before you today representing the junior high school class, i would like to ask you to look forward with us beyond these high school days. it this fitting that we give credit for he training that we have had at expense of people of this school to fit us for the activities in the days and the years ahead. no youth can face the future without the preliminary educational foundation of grade and high school work. we live in a world demanding workers with technical knowledge of work to be done, a general knowledge of the world in which one lives, and with an understanding of the people who live in this world of ours. to our teachers,parents,friends, and loved ones, thankyou for being there with us every step of the way. each new age has had its pioneers. in the age of exploration and navigation when the western hemisphere was being opened to settlement, there were many pioneers. the yyoung people who will pass from its junior high school this year are pioneers of the new age which historians may well call their age, or the age in ehich world unity became the ideal for interntaional living. we are thankful that have had the oppotunity of being students of SMP bonavita tangerang, of having assocations with other young people of this community, of sitting in the classroom to eceive indtruction from our teachers and exchange of ideas of learning. from our years in high school we have acquired a fund of knowledge which will enable us to face tomorrow, alert to our privileges, our responsibilities, and our obligation.

oke, i must memories all this text that was HARD for me, oh god please. 

love,

nadirasamanta

crazy day -,-

today gue dateng pagi lagi nih blog ;C ngga lama yang lain dateng deh tuh okeh langsung aja yah b.indonesia cuma d suruh nyari latar tema yaaaah bagitu ANEH boook males bosen gitu mulu tiap tahun udah jago hahahaha kimia horeeeeeee praktek kimia asiiiik paling suka deh gue hihihi paling bagus paling mantep paling cepet dong pastinya ;D break biasa aja matematika  asik bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet anak anak pada ngelucuu abis pengayaan hiii botil menjijikan hahah gue sama nadya monge nyanyi seriosa gitu d bangku belaknga 'haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa' naninaunaianau dia ngomel "heh suara siapa itu nyanyi nyanyi CK kalian harus disiplin" gue sama nadya monge sengaja mau teriak lagi biar  ada alesan buat kelaur kelas dan ngga ikut pengayaan dia sumpah mlesin bangeeeeet hahahahaha.iec kan sekolah gue deket gitu yah sama iec jadinya naik angkot soalnya buru buru hahahahahaha, eh temen temen gue yg pada bolos pengayaan yah macem irwan,wisnu,sama yodi sok sok belaga jadi kenek angkot hiiiiiiiiiiii menjijikan saya malu menjadi temannya itu lhoooo ahahahaha, yaudah pas nampe iec biasa tuh yah ASIK lha pastinya. abis itu puangnya gue laper banget deh sumpah sangat , yaudah kan d depan iec ada kfc tuh makan deh sama iksan,selly,ryan[acong],novi daaaaaaaan lita eh tau ngga sih yg mesen makan gue yg bawa piring buanyak itu gue huh berat banget kan tuh padahal tuh yah si acong udah nungguin mau bawain karena saking lamanya dan rame dia jadi ogah -.....- yaudah makan aduuuuh semenjak pas makan perut gue sakit gara gara iksan sama acong ngelucu abis yg ini lha itu lha aelaaaaaaaah udah gitu yg si acng pake jas sekah gue udah tau badan gue kecil gini d pake sama dia gimana ngga jangkis tuhh tinggi gitu acongnya ngetat pula sama dia hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaa pokoknya today is crazy day i love it

love,

nadirasamanta

happy day

hari ini gue dateng pagi buat ngerjain PR bahasa inggris yg belum gue selesain. okeh langsung tuh gue kerjain buru buru d kelas cuma ada seorang diri 'SAYA' hahahahaahahaha sumpah sepi banget yaudah pas gue selesai ngerjain nemenin selly beli risol kesukaannya karena gue laper dan gue pun ikutan beli juga hahahahaha abis itu ngga lama bel bunyi english cuma d suruh ngerjain kertas lembaran aja gitu deh tapi tau ngga ? PR nya ngga d kumpulin 'gue udah bela bela in dateng pagi tapi?' sia sia hahahaha eh blog kamu tahu ngga kan temen aku si irwan itu lagi sakit api dia ANEH banget ngelus ngelus sikut temen gue ihhhhh kan gue geli liatnya akhirnya gue nanya sama wisnu nu itu si irwan kenapa ? gatau katanya lagi sange ih menjijikan dan akhirnya gue pun memberitaukan kepada si selly dan nadya biar ngga deket deket irwan saya sedikit percaya selly sedikit ngga percaya akhirnya nanya deh sama marco marco itu irwan kenapa ? gatau dia mah gila sih katanya mau ngmabil aura org HAH, MAKSUDNYA APA COBA ? ngerti ga sih kamu blog ? gelo sih ah. KTK exam ? hehehhe ngga jadi horeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. break ehm gitu deh ngga ad yg seru cuma tadi private conversatioon with KEVIN SETIAWAN hehehehe TIK ngetawain tingkah lakunya marcoo huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu gemes banget gue sama lo co, udah gede,tinggi,montok tuh pantat. hahahaha untung aja lo tinggi kalo pendek ? hmmm si gendut lo ah hahahaha, sumpah mau gue gigit tuh dia gue cubit  gemes matematika  yah begitulha praktek hahahah after that pengayaan ngejailin yodi KECOAK hahahahaha aduuuh yodi katanya jagoan ? kecoak ja takut asik banget gue menang hhahahahha
LOVE THIS DAY muaaaaaaaah 

love,

nadirasamanta

best day

wednesday dateng paling pagi d kelas udah ada wisnu d meja gue, gue sapa aja pagi nu iya dir ada pr ga ngga deh kayaknya okeh gue pun langsung ke WC  ngaca rapihin eambut berantakan hahahaha, mau kemana dir ? ke WC,napa ngikut lo ? iye, hayo lha dir hi sialan lo ah gue langsung lari dia ngejar pas nymape WC cewe dia ngga berani masuk hahahahahaha, b.indonesia nuungguin dengerin org baca cerpen yg belum gue sih udah yaaaaaah hahaahahahahahahahaha. bulan depan di suruh bikin kelompok bernyanyi PUISI pake alat musik, oh god i cant paly stuff of music -,- jasa pembukuan cuma dengerin bu nunuk jelasin terus nyatet break gue sama selly dan monge punya tujuan buta beli mie ayam ikim yg ada d pojok kantin langsung deh gue buru buru ari hahaha takut k abisan booooo. hahahaha fisika abotil hahahahahaha sebel ah cuma ngerjain uji kompetensi yg d buku paket doang gampang sih heheheheh ips nyatet lagi aduuuh my hands was keriting you know ? BK  ngerjain latihan dikasih sama guru dan tau ngga sih blog itu tuh latihan yg buat mid semester kemaren aaaaaaaah JADUL. break extra class i read my magazine and i was sleep in the class hahahaha im sleepy biologi bu riri baik deh hahaha tapi gue ngga suka soalnya pelajaran PLATAE and i cant understand it its so hard for me and my other friends pleaseeeee make it so easy, pulang gue nemenin monge k bank jabar dulu biasa lha nabung abis itu langsung ke tempat les bimbel monge dan puputh lagi berantem WHAT ? gue jadi penengah lhoooooooooo. gue d tengah d antara mereka duduknya pun juga yg satu begini yg satu begitu oh pleaseeeeeeeeeeee. pas break bimbel yg satu mau k kfc yg satu ngga udah deh belah saja saya menjadi dua hahahahahahahahaha. after that i came to home, and i writen my bloh this it

love,

nadirasamanta

intro

hai my name's nadzira dwi samanta you can call me dira this is my new blog actually i have more blog thats my old blog i hate that blog because is about my ex boyfriend and i want make a new life with the way make a new blog hahahahahahaha LOL and i want make a best life in my new life no more a sad feel no more a bad feel no more a regret feel.i must make a best life FROM NOW.help me all.